Sick nights and soyabean days

I'm not actually sick, in the literal term, but i'm far from feeling OK. Of course, everybody around me in office sniffling and coughing in my face dosen't do me wonders either.

I'm just sick of feeling so uninspired. The phrase 'down and out' keeps ringing in my head. I haven't heard any fat lady singing, so i figure this can't be THE END! But i'm feeling lousy, and i don't need no fat lady to tell me that.
It's just that everybody else seem so enthusiastic about this JOB, but i'm hardly interested by most of what's happening. Everyday, i just wanna finish my time and crawl back home. It looked so exciting before i entered it.....
Late evening shifts don't go down well with my mood either. Here i am, clicking away at the computer while i could be home watching 'Lost' on TV (yea, yea, that's what i call exciting). Sick nights.And i knew my dream date with the canteen wouldn't last. Eating 3rd quality rice with Nutrila, otherwise known as soyabean dosen't humor my stomach anymore (no wonder).

The only bright side is that i can carp all i want about it on my blog and my mood can change pretty quickly ( and it will, especially 'IF' Bill Gates calls me up while he's in India and tells me that he has bequeathed half his fortune-- which is more than i could count -- to me because he thinks i'm cute). Hehehaha.. snicker..i think i'm brightening up already.